Music makes life


Decided to make a total different post, a post where I will talk about music! My big love! There’s nothing that makes life better than this. I can’t read musical notes (is that right?, I don’t speak english so I don’t know lol), but however my dad can and he has learned me some songs to play. Another thing what I love about music is LISTENING TO IT!!! Thank you to whoever who has made earphones, I LOVE YOUUU!!! There are so much different music styles and it’s like it’s made for every emotion. It helps me every moment I’m feeling something and even if I feel empty music helps. Have you already heard Selena Gomez’ new song called “It ain’t me”? I literally like it so much, it’s amazing.

My top 10:

  1. It ain’t me – Kygo, Selena Gomez
  2. Shape of you – Ed Sheeran
  3. Love me now – John Legend
  4. Starving – Hailee Steinfeld
  5. Castle on the hill – Ed Sheeran
  6. Say you won’t let go – James Arthur
  7. 24K -Bruno Mars
  8. Secret love song – Little Mix
  9. Closer – The Chainsmokers
  10. Fight Song – COVER of Calysta Bevier



Positive vibes


Just thought about the fact that I’m alway negative in my posts while I’m a very positive person in daily life. So I’m going to try talk about nice things too. I usually just say the things that frustrate me but that must be so boring for you. My hobby is dancing and I just came home from my dance lessons, I really like it. It’s more Hiphop style and we can dance on Popmusic. I’m feeling like I’m getting better and better (but not good enough to participate in contests). So what, I can really relax by listening to music, it can help me with how I feel that day. If I’m happy, music makes me feel happier. If I’m nervous it can make me calm. Music is just amazing, I love it!


So damn busy

WOW ! School has been so busy, I didn’t know what to do first. I had tons of homework and I had to go to my work. When I came home I could almost cry because I couldn’t do anything so I had to start with all my papers and presentations. I’d rather stayed home but I couldn’t do that, I couldn’t miss any classes. I am so happy Monday is over but I still feel the stress from that moment. My week really sucked but yeah that’s life, isn’t it? I had already watched all the episodes of “Criminal Minds” so I was realllyyy bored lol. Does anybody know some good series?

Happily it’s next week vacation so I can relax a bit. I will also learn how to drive better and I really look forward to it!

Enjoy your day and I wish you the best with everything you do.



What is happening?

What a week huh. Nothing is going normal, everything is so strange. My grandpa has been hospitalized a couple times and I was so scared that he would die. Everyone was like supporting my mother and grandma and nobody thought that I could have a hard time too.  My grandma kept saying that they were so happy with a daughter like my mother is and I was sitting there like okay. I do know that they love me too and just didn’t see it the way I did but still…

That wasn’t the only thing that was happening last week. I’m in my last year and our most important subject in my course is biology. I’m really not good in it and I don’t like it, not because of our teacher because she’s very sweet, just because it’s really hard. You might be thinking, why did she choose for that subject then? I don’t know either but I thought I would be happy later when I would go to college. We will see if I’ll be happy but most important if I don’t have good grades for biology, I think I’ll have to do my year again and I’m so scared for that. She didn’t give any tests and now it’s the only thing she does. My grades are like really not good, we had 3 tests and I failed for 2 tests. The average for the 3 tests is 39% so I don’t know how I will save my grades. Ughhh school… and it’s not the only subject, they’re all worse but not like biology.

These were already 2 things of my list from thing that went wrong, then you still have the fight with my mom, a stupid guy who likes me in my class and who won’t leave me alone, the bad weather and me being lonely AF at and after valentine’s day.

Hope you don’t have a stupid week! Bye.